As on Facebook...thought it'd make a good blog post too :P
Rules:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
1. My favourite fruit to eat at breakfast is a banana, because it's good for you and fills you up :)
2. I've been to the U.S. more times than I've been back to Hong Kong.
3. I used to have a lot of trouble in highschool falling asleep because I would lie awake thinking/worrying about stuff (I still do sometimes)
4. I often wonder what plans God has in store for me for the rest of my life, and if it involves moving out of Sydney or doing something else other than my chosen profession, and how much of life's comforts it will require me to sacrifice.
5. I can be quite stubborn sometimes, in that if you ask me to do/tell you something and my original answer is no, the more you ask me, the more determined I become to not change my mind.
6. My email and blog URL "certainhope" was inspired by a series of studies on 1 Peter we did in Glue (Friday night youth group) 2004.
7. I like to play piano, it is one of my favourite things to do now, but I didn't start enjoying it until a few years after I had stopped going to piano lessons.
8. Sometimes I can appear cold and unfriendly to people I don't know very well, because I am naturally shy and not very good at making conversation. But I really am quite nice, please talk to me because I would like to get to know you better :)
9. I am good at expressing myself in writing, not so much when I speak.
10. I sometimes wonder how different my personality would be if I had grown up with siblings.
11. I have come to realise the futility of pursuing career, money, mortgage, marriage, kids, fun and pleasure as the primary aim of life, and wonder why more people don't contemplate their lives from the perspective of eternity.
12. A lot of my youth leaders have had a big influence on me, and I hope I can do the same for the youth I've led/will lead in the future.
13. I am a lot more short-sighted in my left eye than in my right eye.
14. I have seven first cousins on my mum's side, and one on my dad's side.
15. I've been out of highschool for more years now than I've been in highschool, which makes me feel old.
16. But I often feel too young to be taking on the responsibilities required of my profession.
17. I don't like walking outside when it rains because the raindrops get on my glasses and then the world becomes speckled!
18. I want more people to come to know Jesus but struggle with how to go about it in a way that is practical, loving and non-judgemental.
19. I feel I'm using the word "I" too many times in this post.
20. I have a thing for correct grammar and spelling...I get a bit annoyed when people do things like using the wrong "your/you're"....although I'm probably guilty of doing the same thing online sometimes :P
21. I don't fear death for myself, but that it will take away the people I love too early.
22. It takes a long time for me to build up close relationships with people, so I really value those that I have.
23. I dislike wearing heels and make-up.
24. I think I often worry too much about gaining other people's approval, and too little about what God thinks about the actions and thoughts other people don't even see.
25. I laugh at lame jokes and make even lamer ones :P
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Musings on music
Ahh music.
How it gets the feet tapping, hands clapping, hearts pumping, hips swaying and arms waving is a mystery. It feels natural, it makes you feel alive, and connected...it just feels right.
On the other hand, if it doesn't feel right, it can be very wrong indeed. Disinterest. Lips barely forming a mumble, voices barely a murmur. In bad cases, snoring.
I went to Jazz in the Domain on Saturday night, the main act of which (well, the only act actually) was a band called The Gyspy Kings and Queens. Or Queens and Kings. Probably not what springs to mind first when you think of "jazz", this was more the Latin America, fusion, flamenco sort of jazz, played with spanish guitars, bongos and a horn section, rather than the piano-with-bass-and-drums-and-maybe-some-brass sort of jazz (which is the type of jazz I always think about first).
It started off slow, but after a few songs with the horn section and flamenco dancer in colourful twirly skirt, there were crowds of people up on their feet and dancing, transforming the Domain from an oversized picnic into a kind of large open-air salsa club. I have to admit the rhythm was pretty catchy, even if every single song sounded the same. While my bum remained firmly on the picnic rug, I found myself tapping my feet and bopping my head and generally getting into the groove of things.
Ahh music.
On Sunday the church music team played a bunch of songs which I also got into the groove of, so to speak. The wanting to sing loudly, getting your head into the lyrics kinda of groove. The kind of groove where melody, words, rhythm, beat and meaning resonate with both your core beliefs and your taste in music.
Of course not all church music is like this all the time for all people. And it depends on a range of factors much larger than the number of instruments, quality of the musicians, and...stuff like that. If music in church just depended on the music itself to get it's congregation feeling encouraged and uplifted and hyped about worshipping God, then we would have a big problem. Apart from teaching and preaching, music is probably one of a church's more time and resource-consuming ministries. And some may feel that what you put in isn't always what you get out.
Why do we have music in church then? What is it about music that makes it such a special way of expressing our relationship with God as individuals and as a church? Is it because numerous Psalms begin as such... "Sing to the Lord a new song", "Shout for joy to the Lord", "I will sing of your love and justice; to you, O Lord, I will sing praise", "Come let us sing for joy to the Lord", "It is good to praise the Lord and make music to your name"...?
Maybe God knows that sometimes words are not enough. Words alone are not enough to get the feet tapping, hands clapping, hearts pumping, hips swaying and arms waving (although the latter two would probably be looked down upon in most conservative churches). Words alone are sometimes not enough to make you feel alive and connected to the something, or Someone, greater than the four walls of the room (or the four sides of the lawn).
But what if the melody, rhythm, beat and meaning resonate with your core beliefs but not your taste in music? What if music is just not your thing in general? Maybe the words are enough then. You'll always have something to be passionate about, even if the singers are off-key, the pianist is out of time and you can't hear anything above the banging of the drums. So there's no excuse for mumbling, murmuring, chatting or snoring. As painful as it may be, this is praising God we're talking about here. Or at least sing loud enough so the person next to you knows it's about praising God and not a weekly going-through-the-motions thing.
Having said that though, we should try to do music well, like anything else we do for God and other people. That's why music teams have to practice. And have meetings. And why song leaders spend ages choosing the right songs.
Yep. I like music. I like music in church. Especially music in church that's done well. So let's get into it.
How it gets the feet tapping, hands clapping, hearts pumping, hips swaying and arms waving is a mystery. It feels natural, it makes you feel alive, and connected...it just feels right.
On the other hand, if it doesn't feel right, it can be very wrong indeed. Disinterest. Lips barely forming a mumble, voices barely a murmur. In bad cases, snoring.
I went to Jazz in the Domain on Saturday night, the main act of which (well, the only act actually) was a band called The Gyspy Kings and Queens. Or Queens and Kings. Probably not what springs to mind first when you think of "jazz", this was more the Latin America, fusion, flamenco sort of jazz, played with spanish guitars, bongos and a horn section, rather than the piano-with-bass-and-drums-and-maybe-some-brass sort of jazz (which is the type of jazz I always think about first).
It started off slow, but after a few songs with the horn section and flamenco dancer in colourful twirly skirt, there were crowds of people up on their feet and dancing, transforming the Domain from an oversized picnic into a kind of large open-air salsa club. I have to admit the rhythm was pretty catchy, even if every single song sounded the same. While my bum remained firmly on the picnic rug, I found myself tapping my feet and bopping my head and generally getting into the groove of things.
Ahh music.
On Sunday the church music team played a bunch of songs which I also got into the groove of, so to speak. The wanting to sing loudly, getting your head into the lyrics kinda of groove. The kind of groove where melody, words, rhythm, beat and meaning resonate with both your core beliefs and your taste in music.
Of course not all church music is like this all the time for all people. And it depends on a range of factors much larger than the number of instruments, quality of the musicians, and...stuff like that. If music in church just depended on the music itself to get it's congregation feeling encouraged and uplifted and hyped about worshipping God, then we would have a big problem. Apart from teaching and preaching, music is probably one of a church's more time and resource-consuming ministries. And some may feel that what you put in isn't always what you get out.
Why do we have music in church then? What is it about music that makes it such a special way of expressing our relationship with God as individuals and as a church? Is it because numerous Psalms begin as such... "Sing to the Lord a new song", "Shout for joy to the Lord", "I will sing of your love and justice; to you, O Lord, I will sing praise", "Come let us sing for joy to the Lord", "It is good to praise the Lord and make music to your name"...?
Maybe God knows that sometimes words are not enough. Words alone are not enough to get the feet tapping, hands clapping, hearts pumping, hips swaying and arms waving (although the latter two would probably be looked down upon in most conservative churches). Words alone are sometimes not enough to make you feel alive and connected to the something, or Someone, greater than the four walls of the room (or the four sides of the lawn).
But what if the melody, rhythm, beat and meaning resonate with your core beliefs but not your taste in music? What if music is just not your thing in general? Maybe the words are enough then. You'll always have something to be passionate about, even if the singers are off-key, the pianist is out of time and you can't hear anything above the banging of the drums. So there's no excuse for mumbling, murmuring, chatting or snoring. As painful as it may be, this is praising God we're talking about here. Or at least sing loud enough so the person next to you knows it's about praising God and not a weekly going-through-the-motions thing.
Having said that though, we should try to do music well, like anything else we do for God and other people. That's why music teams have to practice. And have meetings. And why song leaders spend ages choosing the right songs.
Yep. I like music. I like music in church. Especially music in church that's done well. So let's get into it.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
It's the end of the world as we know it
So after an ambiguous year of 'yes I've finished uni and I'm working now but I still have to study'... I've officially finished all pharmacy-related study forever and ever...How exciting! And what a relief. Sometimes I think God's way of blessing me is to let me get through exams with relative ease...strange, but useful. Although after a week and a half, the high of passing the dreaded Pharmacy Board oral review is now fading somewhat...
Which then leads to the question...what am I going to do with myself next year? (my current job finishes once I complete my 2000 hours at the end of Dec.) 'Find another job' (which is what my mum is nagging me to do) is not really appealing to me at the moment, as we'll be going on an overseas holiday for 5 weeks at the end of Feb through to end of March....Guess doing locum work will be most likely, both before and after the trip, as full-time work is not that easy to find these days. Maybe I should become a professional blogger again in the time being. Just kidding.
I was planning to write something creative in this post but I think I used up all my creativity during the procrastination phase before my exam...It's funny how once you have all the time in the world, there's no motivation to use it productively...
hmmmm...ok, more later if I come up with anything.
Which then leads to the question...what am I going to do with myself next year? (my current job finishes once I complete my 2000 hours at the end of Dec.) 'Find another job' (which is what my mum is nagging me to do) is not really appealing to me at the moment, as we'll be going on an overseas holiday for 5 weeks at the end of Feb through to end of March....Guess doing locum work will be most likely, both before and after the trip, as full-time work is not that easy to find these days. Maybe I should become a professional blogger again in the time being. Just kidding.
I was planning to write something creative in this post but I think I used up all my creativity during the procrastination phase before my exam...It's funny how once you have all the time in the world, there's no motivation to use it productively...
hmmmm...ok, more later if I come up with anything.
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