Tuesday, January 18, 2005

You and me

So you can see right through me
I'm not always what I seem to be
On the outside
There's always something I want to hide
From you

I don't always pay attention to you
Though I might give your name a mention or two
In my conversation
But what's my relationship with you?

I know you care for me
And despite who I am you still love me
I don't deserve what you've done
But you're the only one
Who can change me

Sometimes I try to talk to you
But then I try to ignore you too
I lose focus
And wonder why things seem hopeless
For a while

I think I've got you figured out and then
Suddenly my mind is filled with doubt again
Feels like I'm walking blind
When I'm trying to find the truth

But I know you care for me
And despite who I am you still love me
I don't deserve what you've done
But you're the only one
Who can change me

Don't know what I should do
Is this really the start of something new?
Will I ever really know
Which is the right way to go?
Can you change me

So that when the world feels unstable
I will be able
To turn to you?
So that when my mind gets tired
My heart will be inspired
Because of you?

And because
I know you care for me
And despite who I am you still love me
I don't deserve what you've done
But you're the only one
Who can change me

I'll hold on to what is true
So don't ever let me turn away from you
'Cause you're the one who forgave
And you're the one who saves
Can you change me
To be more like you?

~???? ???? ???? ????~

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

No idea, did ya write it? Pun :)

Vivian said...

Ja :) I'm back, btw. Have fun in Shanghai :)

Anonymous said...

Hot dang, you are?! Come to HK, come to HK, I'm gonna be so. damn. bored. Ooh photos, photos, did ya bring back Schloer?? wow I have the attention span of a 3 month puppy. Trees is currently in Tas, Toad... Cat in a hole (a rather big one), Wong is still here, Leach is probably working, Shilpa is alive, she's alive, alive I say!
Loewenbrauing, Snailing, Bride and prejudicing when I get back, ja ja?
Viv is alive, alive, alive! She didn't get killed in America, yay!!

Anonymous said...

Oh yes and does this ^^^ go to music?? You can write some *twiddling fingers* evil grin

Vivian said...

Sorry, no Schloer :(

Ooh, when does Trees get back? If you think Canberra's a big hole, you should see the size of Houston, hehehe....

Anyways, off to KYC this afternoon, should be really good.

...What machiavellian plan are you hatching in that evil mind of yours? Hmmm?

Anonymous said...

No, no , no machiavellian mind of mine will ever do anything..... bad... well incredibly bad... ok well maybe. Sing, sing, sing!
Oh it's KYC not KYLC, I was gonna say, say Hi to ma church buddies.

Anonymous said...

are you implying that i'm a toad?
viv welcome back to australia, land of the public holiday and home of the lazy. yay for australia, i feel quite patriotic *sniff* seeing as it was australia day yesterday and all.
oh, and 'you and me' v impressive, and true...
see you sometime feb.

Vivian said...

Ah yes, public holdays are very good, went out to see the Darling Harbour fireworks last night with Leach and Wong. Very crowded.

Alicia said...

And then Mel and Wong and i played risk all night, then i picked up Jackie from subway (what? I would never dodgyly get cheap subway!) and we started another game...